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"Love is blind; friendship closes its eyes."

Tommorow is a dream that never comes

As i wait i stare up at the clouds i see a puppy, a clown and a dragon. Then i watch the people as they walk by and i try too imagine their lives. Maybe they are getting married, maybe they just had a baby or just found out they passed their exams. Then i see the little children, so full of belief trust hope and wonder. When i see these things i think just for a moment that maybe i felt happy. But i think again and realize its just Jealousy, of the happy life they have, Hope, that maybe one day i will live a life like theirs and even a little bit of pride for even though i may be a bit different in who i am and in my destiny, i have a life no-one else will live, and i will experience things others wont even get the chance too. Even with this i still feel much sorrow as i wait for my future, a futre for all i know may never come a future that i may never know. Because after all inst tomorrow the dream that never comes, when it reaches you the dream fades away and it becomes just another monotonous today.